My Peace is Destroyed.
Job chapter 3, in The Message, the chapter is literally called "Job Cries Out." And wouldn't you know, that's basically the motto of my life. Alyssa Cries Out. I have. Since I was 19 years old. Let me back up a little bit here and fill you in on my back story so you understand a little bit of where my soul is coming from. One night, I went to Walmart by myself back in 2006. November 2006 to be exact. Christmas decorations were everywhere. I was there getting a mini tree for my bedroom and some white canvas shoes. I stood in the back of the store where the shoes are and all the sudden, I felt dizzy. I didn't understand why as this had never happened before.. but it made me feel panicky- another feeling I had never felt before. I grabbed the shoes, mini Christmas tree in hand, and started heading towards the front of the store. I had this overwhelming feeling to get out of the store as fast as possible. I stood in the check out line and walked up to the cashier a...